Helplessness.

I don't think everyone should know Logic, or logics for his job. I don't think everyone should be able to distinguish causes and effects from some complex works to simplify his job. And I am not an expert or specialist for Logic at all.

But I really don't want to spend my time for fixing none-of-my-business-works from wrong treatments... don't want to get involved in the fruitless jobs..

In many cases especially for these days, I'm confused at the logic, the tools, the methods and the way of what my colleagues was doing for their job. I know they're also experts in their field, but feel the serious mismatch with my thoughts. Need to take some courses or read books on conflict managements..

Days ago to one of my friends, I complained my current intangible situation at work and at home, hoped to die. He said simply, it would be my only and first success in my life if I had got to die without further problems.

Need a rest, really..